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  She wanted to chuckle at the expression on Tom’s face. She didn’t understand how everyone else didn’t notice the chemistry between the men and, likewise, the panic in Tom. She wished she could ask him about his feelings, but she didn’t want to reveal Derek’s secret. Clearly, Tom wasn’t ready to consciously face what was happening.

  She was surprised to see that Jake also saw what she did on Tom’s face. He didn’t say anything as they left the hospital.

  When she reached her car, Jake said. “How about we drop your car off then head out for a bite? I also need to swing by my apartment and pick up some things.”

  Lily smiled. “That sounds perfect.”

  On the drive to her house, Lily thought about the evening ahead. Although she felt like it was wrong and made her some sort of a freak, she knew what she wanted from Jake. She just didn’t know how to ask for it.

  Chapter 12

  After dropping Lily’s car off at her house, Jake and Lily headed to a local sub shop. Neither wanted a formal dinner. They just wanted some sustenance to get them through the night ahead.

  After ordering their turkey and roast beef subs, sans onions on both, they sat down in a booth to eat. Lily was trying to think of how to ask for what she needed. After a beat of silence, she started, saying tentatively, “Jake, I don’t know how to say this.”

  Jake had a mouth full of sub. “Hmmm” was all he could manage.

  “I need…”

  Jake swallowed. “I know what you need tonight, Lily,” he said softly. “I’m going to take care of you.” He hesitated for a moment. “Listen, I’m going to push the boundaries a little tonight. I want you to have a safe word you can use to stop me if I go too far.”

  Lily was panting slightly, her food forgotten. “A safe word?” Her mind was caught on the phrase “push the boundaries.”

  “Yes, something you wouldn’t say accidentally. If you want me to stop, you say the word, and I stop. I don’t want you to be uncomfortable, but part of the game is you being able to say no and stop and me pushing you past that. The safe word is a way for you to say stop and mean it.”

  Lily thought about it. “Zebra,” she said. “I can’t imagine saying zebra by accident.”

  “Perfect,” Jake said. He gestured to her forgotten sandwich. “You need to eat.”

  Lily looked down at the sub like it was some alien thing.

  “Eat,” Jake reiterated.

  Lily picked up the sub and put it down again. “I’m too excited to eat,” she said baldly.

  Jake sucked in a quick breath. “You have to keep up your strength. How about we talk about something else?”

  Lily nodded and took a small bite. “What do you want to talk about?”

  Jake had finished his sandwich and was working on his chips. “What’s up with Tom and Derek?”

  Lily almost choked on her bite. “I wish I could tell you. It’s not really my place.” She took a long sip of her drink and a bigger bite of her sandwich.

  “Is Derek gay or bi?”

  Lily hesitated then said, “I don’t think it’s my place to tell you this stuff.”

  Jake sighed. “All right, then let me tell you what I think. You can either tell me I’m way off or just don’t say anything.”

  Lily thought about the tacit agreement that came with that arrangement. She decided to go along with it. “Okay, but I’m not going to confirm anything. It’s not my place, and I love Derek too much to tell his secrets.”

  Jake was silent for a moment, then he said, “Derek is either gay or bisexual. He’s attracted to or in love with Tom. Tom doesn’t have a clue.”

  Lily was impressed with how close Jake was to the truth.

  Jake continued, “They used to share women all the time. They stopped that about six months ago. They had an opportunity a few weeks ago, but they didn’t take it. It sounds to me like one or both of them did something or are afraid they’re going to do something physical together.”

  Lily could feel herself gaping. She had no idea how he could have figured all this out.

  “I’ll tell you one more thing,” Jake said, leaning forward a little. “Tom is more than a little attracted himself. I’m not entirely sure of what has happened between them, but Tom is fighting his feelings. If he weren’t, he wouldn’t be so convinced that you and Derek are having an affair. All the signs have been there that we are, and he’s totally missed them.”

  It occurred to Lily that, not only had Jake figured it all out, he’d taken it a step further than she had.

  “I’m astounded,” Lily said briefly. “I’m not going to reveal what Derek has told me in confidence, but I will say I agree with that last part. I don’t think Derek has a clue of it though.”

  “I guess all we can do is to be there for them while this whole thing unfolds. I can’t imagine they’ll be able to resist it forever.” Jake sounded solemn. “I just hope it doesn’t ruin their friendship.”

  Lily sighed and balled up the wax paper with what was left of her sandwich. “I hear ya,” she said. “I’m worried, too.”

  * * * *

  Back in Jake’s truck, thoughts of Tom and Derek’s drama were replaced by his plans for the night at Lily’s. When they got to his apartment, Jake left Lily in the truck and ran in to grab a few things. He had a bag packed for a few days with the play things for that night. He didn’t know when they were going to need then, if ever, but he had wanted to be prepared. He threw a change of clothes and some basic toiletries on top then detoured to the refrigerator before dashing back outside. He wasn’t gone more than five minutes.

  When they pulled into Lily’s driveway, Jake turned to her. “Once we step inside the door, it starts. I am going to be in complete control. If you need to stop the game, use your safe word.”

  Jake could tell Lily was excited again. Her nipples were beaded through her blouse, and her breathing was a little choppy.

  “What’s your safe word, Lily?” Jake asked.

  “Zebra,” she said.

  Jake opened the door. “Let’s go.”

  * * * *

  Lily couldn’t believe how excited she was just at the thought of what was coming. Maybe it was because she really didn’t know what was coming. As soon as the stepped into the house, Jake said in an almost casual tone, “Get in the bedroom and take your clothes off. If you have to use the bathroom, do it then. I want you kneeling in the middle of the floor when I come in. Don’t touch yourself, don’t speak, don’t move. Do you understand?”

  Lily whispered, “Yes,” and started for the door.

  Jake grabbed her arm firmly. “Yes, what?”

  Lily looked dumbfounded for a moment. “Yes, please?” she said.

  Jake shook his head.

  “Yes, sir?” she tried again.

  Jake pinched her nipple hard. Lily gasped.

  “Sir is acceptable, but I prefer master.”

  He gave the other nipple a hard pinch as well.

  Lily dropped her eyes and said, “Yes, Master.”

  Jake stepped back. “Very good. Now go do as you were told.”

  “Yes, Master.”

  Lily dashed into the bedroom. Hands shaking, she went to the bathroom, washed her face, and brushed her teeth. She then took her clothes off and knelt in the middle of the floor where he’d see her as soon as he walked into the room. Then she waited.

  * * * *

  Jake knew Lily would be ready, but he had carefully researched what to do. This part of the game was the buildup. He wanted this night to be perfect for Lily. And for himself. He was already hard as a rock.

  After ten minutes, Jake entered the bedroom. Lily was kneeling in the middle of the floor, head bowed. Jake brought the bag in the room with him and began to unpack what he needed. He didn’t touch her or even acknowledge her. When he was done unpacking, he walked around her slowly. His jeaned leg brushed her naked back, and she shivered. He stopped in front of her and flicked her nipples, hard.

  Lily gasped and moaned.<
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  Jake left the room. He went into the living room and turned the television on. He knew her knees were bound to be getting sore and decided to give her a break after another ten minutes.

  Half expecting her to have moved, Jake reentered the bedroom to find Lily in exactly the same position. Her nipples were still beaded, and he could see the wetness on her inner thighs. He walked behind her and grabbed a ten-inch thong whip, a soft whip that looked like a cat-o’-nine-tails.

  Tapping the whip against the side of his leg lightly, Jake walked up to Lily and unbuckled his pants with one hand. He opened the zipper and pulled his cock out. He did not drop them or take them off.

  “Suck,” he ordered.

  Lily leaned forward and licked the head of his cock before engulfing him. Jake stepped back and lightly slapped the whip over her breasts. “I didn’t say to lick,” he said sternly. “I said to suck.”

  Lily groaned. Her breasts were barely pinkened by the whip. Jake had practiced on himself to see how hard to swing it. He didn’t want to hurt her any more with the whip than he would have with his hand. His research indicated that the psychological aspect of the toys instead of just a hand had as much effect as the use of them.

  “I’m sorry, Master,” Lily whispered, lowering her head again. Jake could see her eyes riveted on the whip, which he was, once again, tapping against his leg.

  Jake stepped forward. Lily waited.

  “Now suck my dick.”

  Lily leaned forward and engulfed his hard cock again. She immediately started bobbing and sucking. Jake knew he wouldn’t last long. He wanted to come now so he could last longer on round two. When he felt his balls pull up, he stepped back.

  “Open your mouth,” he said harshly. With her mouth open, he started to stroke himself, hard. Without more than a low grunt, he watched his stream splash into her mouth and toward the back of her throat. When she tried to close her mouth to swallow, Jake flicked her again with the whip. “Keep it open,” he demanded.

  He could see Lily trying to swallow with her mouth open. He pushed his cock back into her mouth so he could feel her throat close as she swallowed. Although satisfied with the orgasm, Jake was still hard.

  After a moment, Jake stepped away. He went back to where he had laid out all his toys on her dresser.

  “Stand up,” he ordered. Lily immediately did what she was told.

  Jake walked over and rubbed her red knees. His hand then drifted up to rub lightly over the pink flesh of her breasts. Lily groaned and quivered to stay still. Jake’s hand went down to hover over her pussy. He ran one finger through her soaked cream then, unexpectedly, gave her mons a sharp slap. Lily cried out.

  “Get on the bed, face up, and put your arms above your head.”

  “Yes, Master.”

  Jake felt his slightly softened cock firm the rest of the way up at her words.

  Lily lay on the center of the bed. Jake approached with some fabric in his hands. He used a small strip as a blindfold then quickly used the long scarves to tie Lily’s hands to the headboard. The scarves were long enough that she could change positions and move them comfortably but not long enough to reach any sensitive part of her body to give herself relief.

  Once she was tied, Jake ordered, “Get on your hands and knees.”

  Lily moved into position immediately.

  Jake went to get his pièce de résistance out of the refrigerator, a large gnarled hand of ginger. He also poured a glass of water.

  When he reentered the bedroom, he placed the items on the bureau and approached Lily. Her breathing was already getting choppy in anticipation.

  “Spread your legs wider, Lily.” When she did, Jake took the whip and slapped it unexpectedly over her pale white ass. He hit her harder than he had before, and the unexpectedness and pain made her cry out. Jake stopped. Afraid he might have pushed her too hard, he said softly, “Use the word if you need to, Lily.” When she shook her head adamantly, he chuckled and got to work.

  * * * *

  Lily couldn’t believe how hot she was. He had barely touched her, and she was ready to come. The unexpected strike on her ass just emphasized how vulnerable she was. She was on her hands and knees, exposed for his pleasure. She was blind, so she had no idea what was coming.

  Another lash of the whip had her arching in pleasure. The sting lasted just a moment, and then it was followed by heat. She knew he was holding back, afraid to truly hurt her. She was sure she’d appreciate it tomorrow, but now, she wanted more. He didn’t increase the strength of the hits, but he began to increase the speed. She’d barely moved past the sting to the pleasurable heat when he hit again. He also started varying his location. He hit her ass, down her crease, her back, the backs of her thighs, her stomach, her swaying breasts, and once her pussy. That hit had her screaming in pleasure.

  At her scream, Jake abruptly stopped. Lily thought she might have scared him, but before she could say anything, Jake said harshly, “I do not give you permission to come, Lily.” She realized he knew what she was feeling.

  Lily whimpered. Jake started to rub her body, making her hot all over. Her skin was on fire and ultra-sensitive. Finally, Jake spread the cheeks of her ass, and Lily felt his tongue rim her hole. After the heat of the whip, the soft warmth of his tongue was a balm.

  After a moment he stepped away, and Lily thought he was going to take her there. She wanted him to.

  “You know,” Jake began conversationally, “there was a practice done during the Victorian era as a punishment for recalcitrant wives.” Lily heard the sound of a scraping and could smell a faintly exotic something in the air. Jake untied the blindfold and moved something into her line of sight. It was a root of some kind, fashioned into the shape of a butt plug. “It was called figging.”

  Lily’s ass tightened. She had heard of it but never thought anyone would do it to her. She began to pant.

  “Ah,” Jake said smoothly, moving behind her again. “You’ve heard of it.”

  Jake stepped between her legs and spread her labia. He lightly ran the ginger root over her clit. Lily almost shot off the bed. It felt like he had touched her with a hot poker.

  He removed it immediately, leaving only a slight ache behind. “I aged this one in the fridge. It is quite potent.” Jake got off the bed and told Lily. “What I plan to do is to get this wet, with water, no lube, and push it into your ass.”

  Lily was literally panting like a dog now.

  Jake continued conversationally. “I’m going to squeeze your ass on it until it starts to burn. Now remember, the tighter your muscles, the more the burn. So no coming.”

  Lily heard him approach the bed. With one hand, he spread the cheeks of her ass, and with the other, he touched the rim with the ginger. He then pulled it away. “It’s going to hurt, Lily.”

  Lily felt him gently press the ginger root into her hole. There was only a slight burn from her muscles, brought on more, she thought, by the lack of lube than the size. The ginger itself wasn’t much bigger than a finger. The root was so cold that goose bumps rose on her body. Then the cold was more like an icy heat. Once the ginger was all the way in, the heat started to overtake the cold.

  Jake left the room for a moment, and Lily heard the bathroom sink run. When he came back, she was just starting to feel pain from the heat. Jake knelt behind her on the bed and pushed her cheeks together around the root.

  Lily howled.

  * * * *

  Jake wondered if he’d gone too far. Walking around the side of the bed, he could see Lily crying. “If you want me to take it out, Lily, all you have to do is say the word. Do you remember the word?”

  “I remember,” she gasped. “I’m not going to say it.”

  “Turn over,” Jake said harshly.

  When Lily turned and put her body weight on her ass, she cried out again. She immediately put her knees up and lifted her ass slightly off the bed.

  Jake pushed her back down and spread her knees wide. Her soaking, spasming puss
y was open to him. When he shoved his finger into her, she started chanting, “yes, yes, yes.”

  He took his finger out and said, “I didn’t say you could talk, Lily. You’re going to need to be punished for that.”

  “No, I’m sorry, Master,” she begged. “I’ll be a good girl.”

  Jake became ram-rod stiff at that. He had yet to take his clothes off but knew he had to now. He couldn’t stand the feeling of cloth on his skin. He quickly stripped and put a condom on so that he’d be ready. Lily didn’t even notice, even though the cloth was off her eyes and her eyes were open. It looked like her pupils had overtaken her wet eyes.

  Jake went to get the clamps off the dresser. He licked and bit at her nipples while Lily chanted, “I’ll be a good girl, I promise.” Jake applied the nipple clamps and watched Lily writhe.

  Then he moved down to her pussy. He started licking. Every time he licked at her clit, her pussy spasmed and she cried out because she had tightened around the ginger root. He knew he only had about ten more minutes before the root would lose its effectiveness, and he didn’t want to waste any of the time available. He bit her hot clit and followed it by the clit clamp. He frantically twisted the clamps, taking them off so that the part throbbed then putting them back on.

  Lily was gone. She was mewling and panting, screeching and crying. Every time she tried to come, she couldn’t.

  “Please let me come, please, please, please.”

  She was begging, and Jake couldn’t stand it anymore. He needed to come viciously, and he knew she was far worse. He took the clit clamp off and abruptly pulled the ginger out of her ass. He threw both on the floor and plunged into her. Her pussy was wet fire. “Now,” he growled. Two hard thrusts and she was coming, screaming and squeezing him so hard. He continued to shuttle in and out of her, hard. He pulled her up so he could pound into her while he opened and closed the clamps on her nipples. Finally he threw those on the floor, braced himself, and pounded into her harder than he’d ever done before. She just continued to come around him. She didn’t stop. Tears were pouring out of her eyes, her mouth was open, and her head thrown back. She was keening and coming and coming and coming.